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Going Blind


BARBADOS (Naked Departure) — Dear Naked Departure, I going blind. Naked, I married to the same man now for 35 years and I take a lot of bad treatment and I did hoping that he would see the love and come home at night and treat me right.  Naked, I going blind.

Naked, the men round here don’t want no good woman.  Them like them nasty.  The nastier the better. I don’t know if he going blind for the same reason I going blind, but he can barely see heself.  Naked, if I have this Syphilis, he had to be the one who give me it.

Naked, I thank you for being my voice today as I raise my hands up to the sky and pray the lord for his healing mercies.  I served the Barbadian people with pride and honesty even when I could steal and could get away with it.  I always held my head high Naked, and I taught at the best schools here on this island.  But when I dead, people will not know what I went through.  Living here ain’t easy and I get a little satisfaction when I read the articles here.  Naked, you don’t lie ’cause whatever is here on this page I see with my own eyes living here in Barbados.

Well, my husband gave my Syphilis and didn’t say a word.  I know he likes bulling but I was praying hard hard hard that he would find God.

Naked, I could tell you about my life and it would take a year.  But when that person say they feel helpless living in Barbados, them didn’t lie.  I know the feeling.  It’s like a small jail.  But Naked, thank you.  You may not know this Naked, but you are a necessary part of this landscape.  Just like they forsake Jesus, they forsake things that good for them.

I going blind Naked.  This may be the last time I get to write cause I couldn’t see a thing this morning, but the good Lord know why he letting me see these keys to write.  Thank you Naked.  Thank you.  I wish I had written more in my life.  I wish I could live and see my grandchildren.  Well, life is like that you know.  Life like that.

I going here now.  Thank you Naked.   Anonymous

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7 thoughts on “Going Blind”

  1. “…when that person say they feel helpless living in Barbados, them didn’t lie. I know the feeling. It’s like a small jail.”

    I feel them words, deep. I always say the difference is the ones inside dodds know they are prisoners. I’m truly saddened by your story. If at all possible, please seek help for yourself; it may not be too late.

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  2. Dear going blind I am sorry to hear whats happening to you and some women dont realise until its too late bit I believe it was shame and then pride that help get you in this position nut their is a man named jesus had you relied on him more it would of been ok and you would gotten enougj strength to fo what had to be done I will pray for you and your vision

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  3. Hmm I’m speechless sorry to hear of your plight but I must tell you you’re one stupid woman you were blinded by love (pun intended ) how does someone who claims to have imparted knowledge to so many could be so dumb? You have wasted 35 years or your life with a man who has no respect for you loves to bull gave you a disease which can be treated and you come here complaining and looking for sympathy you don’t need ND you need Lyndhurst funeral service lady can’t believe you taught which school you taught at Standpipe High? Lady get off the blog do stupse long and hard!!!!!

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  4. WHY !DON’T YOU SEEK MEDICAL ATTENTION ! FOR IT ! THEIR IS HERB’S FOR THAT ,AND ANTIBIOTIC’S! I THINK ONE OF THE HERBS IS CALLED CAT’S CLAW ,FOR THAT PACIFIC (STD) CONTACT JENN’S HEALTH FOOD STORE IN BRIDGETOWN! WHY WOULD YOU STAY WITH THIS MAN KNOWING HE IS BULLING ! GOD HAVE BROUGHT IT TO YOUR ATTENTION! AND YOU JUST REFUSED TO LEAVE THIS PLUNGER!
    THAT’S WHY I PREACH DEATH! TO BISEXUAL’S! THIS IS THE DESTRUCTION THAT THESE GERM’S CAUSED ! WHY NOT POISON HIM BEFORE TO LATE ! CONTACT JENN’S HEALTH FOOD’S STORE TOMORROW PLEASED.

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